Wish Words…The Secret

I sense that you are not feeling good and may need some Wishing Words.

So here is my list of wishes, just for you.

In hopes that dreams, really can come true.

I wish:

for you be happy here – in this small town next to the Big Town.

to be your best friend and partner & build the lives that we’ve been dreaming of.

to sit in the second chair.

That’s where I feel most at home.

for others to know – just how much your love means to me.

For your Joy and Happiness

Even if that means public humiliation and becoming a Troll.

for easy days and no options.

For a field of wishes waiting and a gentle breeze to set them free and carry them away

to the Powers that Be.

For long hot showers to wash the Day away.

Long Hot baths with Sandlewood and Jasmine

followed by long deep massages to ease the stress of the day away.

I wish for playing in the Ocean and sun tanned feet.

Laughter and Harmony

as you walk a creek.

I wish you Peace and a warm Spring Day

as you find the time to sing, and Play.

I would follow you anywhere.  You know its true.

I know that you feel Me, as I feel You.

May this beautiful Spring Time Day grant these wishes

in all that you do and say.

I Love YOU!

I was recently asked…

“What do you want from me?”

In a menopausal spin off – my knee jerk reaction was “Not a God Damned Thing”.  I didn’t say it though.

What I said was, Everything.

Now that my Old Lady meds have kicked in and I am more MySelf.  I realized the question was to something I have said many times in a previous life.

My answer is:

What I had before, or better.

I’m still here.

Waiting.

I hope to see you soon.

 

Devil went down to Florida

he was looking for a soul to take.

He jumped up on that Internet and decided to take up prose.

little girl with the Kitty was more than he could handle.

What he didn’t know was she was Tapped In and Turned On

to the Good Lord above.

Boy Let Me Tell you What

NoBODY beats the Ris.

I’m A Fiddle Player Too.

I DONE TOLD YOU.

I’m the Best that’s ever been.

I know you regret so you take that Goldon Fiddle

and Get Lost

Oh CBD Oh CBD

Have I told you how much I love you lately?

Well.  I do.

It’s just me and you from now on.  You’ve pulled my Ass out of the depth’s of hell and I absolutely love the way you make me feel all warm and fuzzy.  Kicking that old Menopause’s Ass like you did.

Oh CBD …Oh CBD

What else you got In Store For Me?

Hiccup.

Where in the world…?

Good morning.  I hope that this finds you well.

I know I’ve been ‘gone’ for a few years.  Quite honestly, I’ve had a total freaking melt-down.  I didn’t know if I was coming or going.  Most of the last four years I have spent running around in a circle like a chicken with my darn head cut off.  I’m on the mend now though and am getting my sea legs back up under me and wanted to share some insights and revelations with you.

One of my sons, Brandt Lilly, said that I should tell our story.  I think that’s a great idea.  I believe I will begin that story today.  He turned 27 in January and is wise beyond his years.  I hope in my telling of our story, we both have the courage to continue healing and growing into the human beings that I know we can be.

Brandt started working for his Uncle in construction and was hanging from the rafters helping my brother set trusses in wood framed houses in High Springs, Florida.  He was 13 when he began working and hasn’t stopped since.  He worked with my brother until he was 16 when he got a job at Moe’s and then got a second job at the Ivy House after my brother’s company was closed until he graduated from high school with a GPA of 3.8.  He earned extra money for the things that he wanted to buy for himself.  He knows hard work and is not happy unless he is learning something new.

He began working in the security industry when he moved to Orlando at 18 and has busted his tail learning that industry and is now a project manager for SkyNet Technologies in Sarasota, Florida.  An up and coming security company.  He’s doing great, but his heart is in Construction.  For a number of years now he has wanted to be a General Contractor and get his MBA.  Due to circumstances beyond his control and his unyielding sense of responsibility to his brothers, and to me, he has put his education and dreams on the back burner.  A travesty of the game as far as I am concerned.

He has so much of me in him that it simultaneously makes my heart swell with pride and yet, hurts me that he has put his own dreams and aspirations aside to take care of me and work to help elevate his brothers.  A warrior and champion if there ever was one.

I am a very proud Momma.

In addition to being a very proud Momma, I am also a secretary and retired federal administrative officer.  I have education in psychology and organizational development.  Both have helped me in my career.  Though, the real reason I went to school was in order to keep up with my son and his intelligence.  He has always been more intelligent than me and was in advanced classes all throughout his academic career beginning in grammar school.  I knew that if I did not educate myself – I would not have been able to help him during his foundational years.

Now that he is grown and I have all my Eaglets back in their pew, I am working towards building a clientele for virtual administration so that I am able to kick my young Eagle out of the nest so to speak.  I want him to feel free to run down his dreams and grow into the man that I know he is capable of becoming.

I’m going to be updating my LinkedIn Profile in the next few days to reflect the skills that I enjoy and excel in.  Ones that can be done digitally and allow us the mobility to work from anywhere.  In this technological era, working outside in the sun, under a tree or near a slow-moving stream is healing us from the inside out. Working this way allows us the freedom to put our best foot forward and be available to those who need us yet continue to accomplish taking care of our greatest loves.

May the energy of healing and growth continue as we move forward in our very blessed lives.

 

Much love and light,

Wendi L. Spisak

Virtual Administrative Assistant

Blog:  A Dragon’s Peace